BoldRedBlood: Archive

Jan 13th

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Soo, 2011

What did you teach me? Be Bold, Be Brave, Be Brash, Be Brawn Stand for something Belong to someone Forget the negative, forgive the past, move on, live fast There is always more to do, more work to stress about “always Lauren, everyday, stop to smell the roses” Make mistakes, cause that’s the only way to learn. It really is. And who cares who cares about the mistakes...

Jan 1st

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Nov 13th

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If you want a Buffy Watch reblog this.

-anyanka: So I know if people’s want it. YES

Jun 27th

Makes me take my life less seriously →

Jun 27th

Ever wake up and just feel like kicking major ass?

Jun 5th

ca plane pour moi →

Mar 30th

So today and yesterday were fun Yest. i was with nick and chris. We played tag in Walmart and drove to Newcomb in a metal death trap. Today i rode down to Los Al and watched Michael Lyons’s volleyball game. He kicked Los Al’s ass. i would say i was productive. I need to do some hw tho. Now im tutoring my cousin Joey. Nice day :)

Mar 30th

you know

there are too many good things in the world to focus on the bad like the tralfamadorians said,…”only look at pretty things” forget being sad and depressed Look at the 1900s, and water, look at bikes and books, look at movies and friends, look at ice cream and the beach, look at the sun and the moon, look at overalls and fields of grain,.. look at the future as the future and...

Mar 28th

Love this song →

Mar 28th

i feel like im missing something some sort of fundamental reason for living i knew what it was at one time but its like,..i lost it on accident and its not under my bed,..i checked Im afraid that i do know what it is cause i hope its not that im not especially excited about my future,..cause im pretty sure its gonna be like my life today ive got a lot of people telling me that i cant do...

Mar 21st

Life is so interesting

It will chew you up and spit you out. it will make you forget that little actually matters. it will make you miserable it will make you happy it will drive you fucking on fire crazy and it will keep you warm and cozy Life will surprise you times will be better than others and you will get over the hard parts sometimes getting over the hard parts is harder than the hard parts I’ve...

Feb 28th

I want to live

I want to live where there is wide open sky, in a house made of thin wood. Where the plains wave low in the front of my house and there are no neighbors. I want to live where the weather is hotter than hell and dryer than my mother’s hair. I want my kids to be able to sleep at night, with the doors and windows open, with no covers, with out a worry of monsters. I want to sleep at night with...

Jan 31st

What did 2010 teach me?

2010 was a rather calm year as compaired to my past few. Early this year, I had a great boy, but found that he wasn’t right for me. I went to an amazing summer camp and grew up a little. I gained 3 fathers. I forgot my best friend’s birthday. I figured out that my mother is crazy, and that i shouldn’t always trust her advice. There was an explosive fight between my mother...

Jan 2nd

fills me with trust. →

Dec 30th

so my rabbit died found him this morning Poor thing I kinda feel like kicking this dude’s ass actually, a couple of asses too bad there’s jail time for that

Dec 30th

I’m not old, and I’m not young. So where do i fit? i guess no where right now. and i know its all wrong.

Dec 30th

I dont think im cut out for the family life. I’m hating the one im living in now. I feel so trapped,..so tied down. I can’t do anything i want to. Why? im too young Im always fucking too young, always the young one. FUCKING ALWAYS always have been always will be and i wont ever catch up Fuck this,…i dont care anymore im gonna burn the world everywhere i go i want to...

Dec 28th

I swear that Love and Hate are the same damn thing

M R M D

Dec 28th

By the way i dont know who it is about but im loving the hate more power to you

Dec 28th

so something is wrong. i dont know who with. i just know it is someone important. i can’t check on everyone its making my arm hurt. like the pain wants out again but its not my pain so who’s could it be?

Dec 28th

I don’t know what I’m doing. I don’t know what I’m doing. I don’t know what I’m doing. I don’t know what I’m doing. I don’t know what I’m doing. I don’t know what I’m doing. I don’t know what I’m doing. I don’t know what I’m doing. I don’t know what I’m doing. I feel so damn lost....

Dec 27th

Not a damn clue

I’ve been thinking of this one boy. I really fucked things up with him. He was new and exciting, but i didnt appreciate him, and i didn’t take care of him when he deserved so much more than that. He really deserves so much, he works so hard. It’s my fault for letting him go and he deserves more than me. I don’t know why it has taken so long for me to realize.

Dec 27th

It is fun..

to watch the destruction of others’ worlds to see them making the same wrong decisions as you did to know better to not care anymore to live in purgatory of hard hitting and laughter to feel hot revenge flow through burning veins to get in trouble to live without regret

Nov 24th

Humans aren’t made tough anymore we rely on our minds now no longer our bodies thats why we like action movies,..we have to watch faked events to satisfy our natural craving for violence not saying we should be dumb we should be fast, smart, strong, and bold I don’t feel like I’ve wreaked enough havoc I feel like fighting

Sep 17th

“I WILL own disneyland one day.”

– Mr. Michael Lyons

Aug 15th

The XX →

Aug 15th

Jul 19th

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Jul 14th

they are pretty gross disrespectful im afraid that one is gonna kill the other and eat the parts cause they just cant seem to be together or close enough

Jul 6th

just thinkin'

I kinda love the feeling of not being ready for a relationship i mean,… my experiences always end badly and a cant stand the thought of being wrapped up in someones arms it seems,..constricting and scary its like an itch on the back of your neck that you cant get off the idea of someone makes me want to slam my face into this desk which is a lot better than the wanting At night, i...

Jul 5th

Jun 30th

I think i might have made something

Jun 28th

I’m pretty tired of it sucking up my life and sanity Its just a club it is summer,…why am i worrying about this? is it who i am? if it is,…i dont want it to be,..i want fun i want actual fun again its fear,..who i am is insecure with her knowledge,..with her intelligence she always has been but she is brilliant, and she has to remember she is below no one and above no...

Jun 23rd

Isn't it funny when,...

People think their in love but they don’t know each other?

Jun 23rd

i dont get the whole naais thing bugs me a lot

May 2nd

I am Drive Leader

Apr 21st

Apr 3rd

dex is bck

Apr 3rd

I’m just gonna let this one play out……

Apr 1st

I’m a tomboy :) I’m a trucker :) I’m a machinist :) I am an engineer

Apr 1st

Will power.- Drive.

nochoices: Please. Understand one thing in life, you will not get anywhere without work. Where does work come from? The mind. The mind’s will to work and better itself brings us people such as Da Vinci, Einstein, Newton. Please, use your brain. Get out into the world and do something good. Only those that have a Drive, whether it be a person, a job, an event, a life goal, will do something...

Feb 27th

The music still makes me want to get it out anyway possible

Feb 21st

Its okay,...you can take refuge with me.

Its okay,…you can take refuge with me. Something happened the other day that confirmed that i am who i thought other people think i am. I had a bad day on tuseday i was stressed,..my hormones were flowing. I was frustrated and beyond tired. Just soo tired. Outside Mr.Harder’s classroom Joise came to talk to me. I broke down. She was surprised. She was surprised to see me cry. She...

Feb 20th

good beginning shaky dismount

Feb 19th

i don’t wear the blue shit

Feb 15th

Feb 14th

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