Not a damn clue

I’ve been thinking of this one boy. I really fucked things up with him.

He was new and exciting, but i didnt appreciate him, and i didn’t take care of him when he deserved so much more than that.

He really deserves so much, he works so hard. It’s my fault for letting him go and he deserves more than me.

I don’t know why it has taken so long for me to realize.