just thinkin’

I kinda love the feeling of not being ready for a relationship

i mean,…

my experiences always end badly

and a cant stand the thought of being wrapped up in someones arms

it seems,..constricting and scary 

its like an itch on the back of your neck that you cant get off

the idea of someone makes me want to slam my face into this desk

which is a lot better than the wanting 

At night, i think i would hate to fall asleep with the other half of a relationship next to me 

Im terrified,..absolutely 

but i still think about it and thats because im human and a 16 year old girl, two things that dont help the situation 

but hey,…if the idea of being with someone terrifies me, my dad must extremely happy :)